Dear July 31st of 2008 to February 2nd of 2010:
I'm writing this in regard to your shortcomings--
in retrospect of your flaws, your deficiencies,
in reexamination of your terrible imperfection,
of the scarcity of your good days, and of your
all too common sleepless nights, in hindsight
of your rude awakening, finally, in heed of
what you took advantage of, my body fast
asleep, in looking back to your curves and
choking back my fears, in tears I am writing -
this - in particular attention to your impractical
fidelity, or lack thereof, to your flings, to your
body which I do miss, to your piggy pink lipstick
and its kisses on my neck and, also, more-so on
the necks of others, outlandish elbows under
our covers, and what were we but
misconstrued lovers. this is not in ultimatum,
not in final demand, not in request, not in asking,
again, and again, of change,
this is a lifted weight. it's been real -
no, hell, it's been terribly, regretfully fake. and
for fuck's sake, a year and a half isn't enough
to take my breath away forever.
Yours truly,
Never Again.
man this is really good. This isnt like a deep compliment, but I just admire your writing cause its never corny, and I think sometimes its so easy for people to write corny sounding things.
ReplyDeletethanks doug. i hate how when there is 1 comment, it still makes "comment" plural. (one comments)
ReplyDeleteI hate how it always shows the wrong time. You didnt comment at 7:01
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